Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Don't ask...!

There was a time, when I was at the peak of happiness. Everything was going great for me- personally and professionally. That’s when I used to think, life’s good. Then, like the sensex, after reaching the peak, my life’s graph crashed and bombed.

First, my more-than-a-year-long relationship ended.

Second, my reviews in office didn’t go quite as expected.

Third, I come to know, that my long lost friend has expired.

And now, fourth, I’ve quit my job.

I’m heartbroken, depressed, single and unemployed. Trust me, the graph can’t get lower than this.

Sigh…just hope the good phase comes back again. And soon.

22 comments:

c e e d y said...

Hey thanks for visiting my blog :)
Listen you are just 22 - and life has just started. So take this as a great learning experience. Remember when down the only way is UP.....

M said...

hey Mirage...dont be so low...I was in a similar position as you some time ago...but the only thing that will keep up spirits up is to stay positive...and no amount of fretting will turn things the way u want to be :) so just keep faith and things will get better very soon :) *hugs*

Stone said...

Chin Up lil girl!!!

KP said...

Life is a comedy with tragic ending...enjoy the comedy part of it....easier said than done...i know...I really hope u stay positive...and hope things get better for ya.....

Ashy said...

M, i wont give u gyan or those balm of soothy words. It doesnt make any difference cos in the end you are left on your own to deal with your cup of comedies of life s problems.

I wont even say ki sab thik ho jayega and u d be normal. its a long process. but yes u can make it short.

Its a cruel irony that all nasty emotions visit us almost the same time and tests our persona. Means thoda break to hona chahiye na. (in general i speak).

GOD Bless and prayers, hugz for u...

Naresh said...

It must b real tough to lose a friend :(
But I guess the thing u shud smile about is that it cant get lower than this. Whatever shall now happen ll b better, and u ll only emerge out tougher out of this...

All The Best!

Rahul... in City of Dreamz said...

I wont give you gyan mirage.. i know you're smart enough to know that this bad phase will also end soon...

Cheer up and fight.. and forget to smile..

Be Happy.. and try to stay that way! :)

Rahul... in City of Dreamz said...

oops... i meant.. dont foget to smile.. :)

Scarlett said...

Been following your blog for a while now Mirage. Great writing, and yes, I know what its like to lose somebody. Hits you on the face, leaving you stunned.
Get back on ur feet. I know its easier said than done. But dont stay down on the ground. Pick yourself up and here's a big hug. Get on with it. Go!!

desperado said...

"the graph can’t get lower than this"
....so there is only way to go for you and that is up...good phase will come back definitely
stay strong buddy

Shy said...

keep your spirits up, and smile. it's easy saying from our position 'stay calm, and yada yada', but cheer up, and stay positive. i don't think i can give that mental gyan and stuff, but all of us can lend u support. take care!

Mirage said...

@ceedy: I guess ur right...thanks for the pep talk! :)

@m: Thanks M...*hugs back*

@Stone: :)

@KP: Yea...I hope so too...thanks :)

@Ashy: Thanks girl...u've put it really simply. *Hugs* Thanks fr being there :)

@Naresh: Oh yes...if it won't budge, I'll have to pull it up myself! :)

@Rahul: Thanks! :)

@Scarlett: Wow, that really filled me up wid enthusiasm! :) Thanks a bunch! *Hugs*

@Dhruv: Thanks man... :)

@Shy: Thanks girl...ur the best :)

TripleSix said...

yaar...kya bolu...

don't lose hope...i can't really say how it feels when everythin goes just fine..to an equal level..and then everythin plummets down to a level tht makes u feel tht nothin would ever be revived,just as u wouldn't expect...

but in relationship,it's really terrible...i just can't think staright...there was a time when i used to get pissed so often...suddenly everythin went waned after i met him...everythin was mild n calm,n i really liked the way i was...

but,now,i think everythin is goin to change..i can feel it...i have become a kind of person tht gets irritated with everythin,n i feel somethin has drastically changed within me whihc is definately not pleasin...

i've become so stupid as well tht i had to write in the orkut as well about what i learnt from my past relationship...beat tht???
i dn't even know wat i'm writtin right now...utter rubbish i guess...

Divinity said...

Megz....Its da toughest phase and after this will come too much happiness to handle..this is how life works sweetie. Don be down coz this is the time u'll realise who are truly wd u...
God bless ya Honey

anuj said...

megz .. things will be fine soon. Testing times wud make ur stronger only .. its all sad I knw .. but thn nothing is forever ..

so jus stay happy .. n buckle up ;)

cheers
for a change ..watch Lyrics and Music .. the soundtrack is great !! :)

annie said...

Up and above in soaring spirits...thta where ur place is meghz. U have ppl ard me so babez never feel lonely.Truckloads of hugs!!

Saurabh said...

Hello...
Don't be sad.. life hasn't ended... take break and do things which u love to do.. like i always say..

anuj said...

hey megz ..some lyrics fr u gal:

It’s been so long
Since I’ve known right from wrong
Got no job, sometimes I just sit down and sob
Wondering if anything will go right
Or will you dance with me tonight

When the sun departs
I feel a hole down in my heart
Put on some shoes
Come down here and listen to the blues
Wondering if anything will go right
Or will you dance with me tonight

I’m looking at you
You’re looking at me
We’re the only two off the dance floor
Do you see what I see
Two broken lives working in harmony
Might make for a decent time
So get up and dance with me

I know that it seems that the grass will grow
Better on the other side of the barb wire fence
But that other side is not in sight
So I’m fine with what I have now
If you’ll dance with me tonight

What’s the point of life
If risk is just a board game
You roll the dice
But you’re just hoping that the rules change
What’s the point if you can’t bring yourself to say
Things you wanna say like
Dance with me tonight

:)

~Amod~ said...

You will come out stronger, as it should be! I won't go in details but I've been through times as bad as these but the scenario then improved with little effort. It's just a matter of time.

My piece of advice: You should speak out to close friends rather than keeping it to yourself.

Pri said...

its okay...shit happens!!
life is like tht...
lets hope for the best in the future...
take care

Poison said...

ah... u need a hug. one thing that i ve noticed over time, and over observing many people, is that, now is going to be a time when you are going to give birth many a creative outpouring. aside from that, there is a strange beauty in all this pain and depression. would be great to isolate it and savour it...yin and yang..black and white..the pendulum will swing soon.

manuscrypts said...

and like the sensex, it will rise again..and as they say about equity, it can only go upwards in the long term...so not to worry