Sunday, May 07, 2006


Fir usi raah guzar kar shaayad
hum kabhi mil saken magar shaayad

Jaan pehchaan se kya hoga
fir bhi ae dost gaur kar shaayad

Muntjir jinke hum rahe unko
mil gaye aur humsafar shaayad

Jo bhi bichhde hain kab mile hain 'faraar'
fir bhi tu intezaar kar shaayad


I need a break. Its been a long, adventurous journey, but I’m tired of walking. I need to sit down and reflect upon all the milestones I’ve left behind. Some rough stretches, some blind corners, some green pastures, some slippery roads. Met so many wonderful strangers. Made some new friends, got to know some old ones. Shared smiles, shed tears- together. But I need to get away for a while. Need to hide…because I’m losing myself. I want to go back to the depths of darkness I came from. I want to be invisible again…

Oh I’m not disappearing forever. Just need a change. So would be dormant for a while. Maybe I’ll be back next week, or next month, or next… J. And don’t think I’m shutting you out. I’m not. The only person I’m shutting out is myself.


Take care of yourselves. You’re all such wonderful people and have touched my life in more ways than I can imagine! I’ll miss you all immensely. Oh and if on the way I hurt someone, then I apologize. It wasn’t done intentionally. And if it was, then I probably hurt myself more in the process.

Adios amigos! May God bless you.

"People drain me, even the closest of friends, and I find lonliness to be the best state in the union to live in..."
Margaret Cho

Monday, May 01, 2006

I wish you'd forget...

those early morning calls,
those groggy hellos,
those long conversations,
those whispers,
those whimpers,
those tears,
those smiles,
that intimacy,
that love…

Forget it all.
Erase those memories.
Omit those moments.
Bury them deep down.
Where you can never find them again
‘Coz that, alone, will ease your pain

Write my name in the sand
And let the waves of time
wash away my very essence
From your life.