Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Back...but not for long!


I'm back!! N tho its not been so long, I missed u all sooo much! I didnt notice when my blogmates became an indispensable part of my life. I still dont have an internet connection, but cudnt stop myself! I'm addicted to u! Love u all!

Hey guess what! I'm going to Goa! On a college trip. Even tho I went 2 years back, this one's gonna be special. First, coz its my final year of college...second, coz last time 3 of us went from our batch but this time its 20, which means my whole gang is going! Third, its Goaaahhh! We start on the 1st of Oct and we'll be back by the 8th. A whole week of sun, sand and sooo much fun!

Anyway, my new place is cool. Huge garden, lots of greenery...just the kind of place for a big family like mine!! The only problem is my college is reallyyy far. Today was the first time I went by bus, and its awful! For a one-hour class I've had to travel 4 long hours...aargh its back breaking! I wish they'd make a metro in this part of delhi!! Wishful thinking...

K i better stop boring u all! Take care people! N miss me! :)

Thursday, September 22, 2005

A li'l break

Hey all,
I'm gonna have to give u ppl a li'l break from the crap on this site! Because of the shifting, the pc has to go too...and i wud b out of touch for at least a week. So try n have fun! :) Take care every1! I'll miss u all! But, I'll be back! >:]


Monday, September 19, 2005

A new home...

We're moving. Since Dad retired early this year, we have to leave this government accomodation and shift to our own place. I was dreading this moment and now its here. I remember the first time we came here. I was only 3 years old. It didnt make much of a difference to me then. I was in a bigger, better place. A new playpen for me! I went about exploring my nest. I chose the master bedroom for me. Obviously mom n dad cud share! It was a nice place, with a huge balcony that overlooked a huge garden below. I knew I would go down to play soon, even if it was the neighbours' place. I knew how to use my cute looks and innocent charms to my advantage!

When I turned 5, I insisted on having a dog. So on our way back from Bangalore I found the perfect pup. Actually I found two. But Dad would only let me keep one. My cuteness mustve slipped a notch! But I was happy. I had someone who I could take care of! When I showed her to my brothers, they looked as excited as I felt. Our family was complete. Niki, my doggie, was the perfect companion. She was fun, fearless and faithful. She grew so fast that I hardly noticed when she got old. She died in this very house in my arms.

When I entered the teens, Dad added a new room. Finally, my very own space! With a door I could lock!! My bed, my almirah, my was great! I put up posters of my favourite stars, set my stereo, hung a 'backstreet-boys' calendar and showcased my collection of soft toys! I've outgrown the last few, but I still love my room. Its small but its mine. I'm gonna miss it so much.

This house has so many memories attached. Both my brothers got married here. My niece was born here. All our celebrations, all our sorrows happened right here. The bare walls reflect happy faces, tears, anger, joy... I only hope that we can turn the new house into a home, just like this one.

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Happy me!

I have finally beaten all the odds, have got past the awkward age alive...and hit the twenties!! Gosh I'm old! But who cares! Its my birthday!!! Yipee! Party time!

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Dear God...

This is not a prayer. Nor is this a complaint about something I'm not satisfied with. And I'm definitely not blaming You for anything! In fact, You might be surprised to hear this, but I want to express my gratitude, for a change!

I want to thank You for making things alright. I want to thank You for helping me make the right decisions...even if they don't seem so right at first! Thanks for pulling me up when I'm struggling. Thanks for holding my hand when I reach out to You. And thanks for being so patient with me when I crib incessantly about insignificant things! With Your help, I've been able to own up to my mistakes- and make amendments.

You have blessed me with a loving family and supportive friends. You have helped me see how much they love me, and how much I love them. And how important they are to me in every way possible. I owe you a great deal for that.

Thanks for making me see beyond appearences and into the hearts of people around me and to help appreciate their inner beauty. Thanks for giving me a healthy body so I can make myself useful to those who are less fortunate. I know I complain about some things a lot, but deep down, You know I'm thankful.

You have been guiding me all these years. And I know You wont leave my side, ever. Thanks for being my best pal, my pillar of strength and the love I seek. Thanks for being there God. I love you.

Your baby