Friday, June 13, 2014

Thursday, June 12, 2014

Delusional


Sweet lies, paradise
You showed me
A new disguise
Every time I held your hand
I thought you loved
I thought you cared
And then you left
Me in despair
The child in me
She trusted you
My dreams you broke
Lit up in smoke
I was Me with You
Bare, naked, alive
You shut the door
I can’t survive
This loneliness
That surrounds me now
Pulled back inside
To the hollow life
You’d found me in
I lived with you
I died with you

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

The Toughest Job in the World

I have the toughest job in the world, and I can't even crib about it. Its called being a mom. It is that stage in my life when I don't know if I ever existed as another human being. I feel like I am this feeding, loving, puke-cleaning, poop-coaxing, sleep deprived cyborg that was born to be forever available to my increasingly demanding, commanding two year old daughter. And if this wasn't enough, I am also the entertainer/ clown/ doctor/ caregiver/ dietitian/ cleaning lady/ driver with a perpetual frumpy, grumpy demeanor due to being pushed over the edge.




I want my MOMMY!!! :((

Monday, May 19, 2014