Sunday, May 07, 2006

Adios


Fir usi raah guzar kar shaayad
hum kabhi mil saken magar shaayad

Jaan pehchaan se kya hoga
fir bhi ae dost gaur kar shaayad

Muntjir jinke hum rahe unko
mil gaye aur humsafar shaayad

Jo bhi bichhde hain kab mile hain 'faraar'
fir bhi tu intezaar kar shaayad

-Ghalib


I need a break. Its been a long, adventurous journey, but I’m tired of walking. I need to sit down and reflect upon all the milestones I’ve left behind. Some rough stretches, some blind corners, some green pastures, some slippery roads. Met so many wonderful strangers. Made some new friends, got to know some old ones. Shared smiles, shed tears- together. But I need to get away for a while. Need to hide…because I’m losing myself. I want to go back to the depths of darkness I came from. I want to be invisible again…

Oh I’m not disappearing forever. Just need a change. So lifeheadon.blogspot.com would be dormant for a while. Maybe I’ll be back next week, or next month, or next… J. And don’t think I’m shutting you out. I’m not. The only person I’m shutting out is myself.

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Take care of yourselves. You’re all such wonderful people and have touched my life in more ways than I can imagine! I’ll miss you all immensely. Oh and if on the way I hurt someone, then I apologize. It wasn’t done intentionally. And if it was, then I probably hurt myself more in the process.

Adios amigos! May God bless you.

"People drain me, even the closest of friends, and I find lonliness to be the best state in the union to live in..."
Margaret Cho

24 comments:

D'yer Mak'er said...

wherever you maybe.... let happiness find you before you tend to look for it. n' it has always been happiness... happiness it was n' happiness it is. that was the beginnin' n' that is the end. whatever it is... i'm sure it's gonna be fine.... i'm sure you're gonna be fine.... n' i'm sure happiness has reasons to find you even more strongly than before....

p.s. like always... take care!

anuj said...

i guess its d season :( ... me too in a same state of mind .. reasons might be diff ..

newyz .. i gotta do wht i gotta do .. chillax gal .. take a break .. nd whn u come bck show us tht fresh face not this dull one :D

nd in d mean time keep smiling .. it jst take a lil stretch :)

take care buddy .
things will be fine soon .
anuj .

dwaipayan said...

enjoy nthe brake!!!!! come back with a bang!!!!!

Ashish Gupta said...

first time here!
and you are leaving :-"


gud luck with everything :)

Naresh said...

Do wht you feel like! Good Luck with everything... :)

MS said...

Hi,
well,I will surely miss ur poems. goin to loneliness to find one self is something that needs bravery.when I see a person in this kind of process I am hit by a blow and the fact dawns on me that I am escaping it.
all in all,hope that u find what u r lookin for and dont get disappointed.
GOOD LUCK
Mahdi

Random said...

peace!

First Rain said...

Going somewhere? Don't forget to pack your bag full with chocolates and lotsa smiles :D

Have a safe journey! And make it back in one piece (or is it peace?) :o)

Stone said...

Enjoy!!!

Take good care of urself!

Arz000n said...

Hope you return back soon Mirage...

Take care and have a nice time ahead...

Hugzzzz

manuscrypts said...

uh oh..:( but meanwhile have a whale of a time :)

Rohit Talwar said...

Hope to see you 'with yourself when you'll be back.

I am also going to take a break--I think. It's always needed!

Take care!

milo said...

i think ur break is over........ n pls i mean it.
relax n cm bk...

Anonymous said...

Damn. Just missed. Good things to you wherever you are.
-SOxy

Mr. Maverick said...

Hiii Sweetheart!

Thank God your post didnt say you will come back when you find a charming boyfriend. Because then I cannot expect you to be back :P.

Arun

Kroopa Shah (Kr00pz) said...

I will wait for you to bounce back, cheer up girl!!

Abhishek Upadhyay said...

Dear
wating for you.
Hope you will come back with new vigour and bash.

desperado said...

why are you not back still????
come back soon

zxcv said...

breaks are always gud, but i think blogging itself is a break from the monotones of life.
hope dat u find ur peace soon and be back rocking like earlier :)

Trivial said...

So I am reading what once use to be a live blog, what would it take to enliven it again?
Or did I miss it forever, just wondering :)

Jayant said...

Oh great! I come back to blogger and you're going on a sabbatical! How sad!!

So, will you be dormant on Orkut too?

Keshi said...

go on ur sabbatical if u must Mirage...take some rest. And ur right...ppl can drain u, even the closest friends. And solitude is sometimes the best thing that can ever happent to us.

tc and be bakk b4 I disappear for good :)

Keshi.

TripleSix said...

do ur bye byes later...
finish ur tag...chk my blog for it..

hehehahahaha

johney said...

Farewell. But remember, you shall come back. Next week or next month or next year, or Next decace. No matter when, but come back.