Fir usi raah guzar kar shaayad
hum kabhi mil saken magar shaayad
Jaan pehchaan se kya hoga
fir bhi ae dost gaur kar shaayad
Muntjir jinke hum rahe unko
mil gaye aur humsafar shaayad
Jo bhi bichhde hain kab mile hain 'faraar'
fir bhi tu intezaar kar shaayad
-Ghalib
I need a break. Its been a long, adventurous journey, but I’m tired of walking. I need to sit down and reflect upon all the milestones I’ve left behind. Some rough stretches, some blind corners, some green pastures, some slippery roads. Met so many wonderful strangers. Made some new friends, got to know some old ones. Shared smiles, shed tears- together. But I need to get away for a while. Need to hide…because I’m losing myself. I want to go back to the depths of darkness I came from. I want to be invisible again…
Oh I’m not disappearing forever. Just need a change. So lifeheadon.blogspot.com would be dormant for a while. Maybe I’ll be back next week, or next month, or next… J. And don’t think I’m shutting you out. I’m not. The only person I’m shutting out is myself.
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Take care of yourselves. You’re all such wonderful people and have touched my life in more ways than I can imagine! I’ll miss you all immensely. Oh and if on the way I hurt someone, then I apologize. It wasn’t done intentionally. And if it was, then I probably hurt myself more in the process.
Adios amigos! May God bless you.
"People drain me, even the closest of friends, and I find lonliness to be the best state in the union to live in..."
Margaret Cho
