life

Hard to live...

Life's full of surprises,
some pleasant and some not;
the 'some nots' are so much more
and they always hurt a lot
God, its so hard to live...

Relationships are not for me,
they end before they start
I wonder what fun they have
to step on someone's heart
Its just so hard to live...

I cant look in people's eyes
because all i see is hate
they never show any love,
and if they do, its fake
And its so hard to live...

Everything feels so wrong
I wonder why i'm here
Dying seems so much easier
Its something i don't fear.
And anyway, its so hard to live...