Sunday, March 13, 2005

crazy thing called love!

isnt love grand!?
wowowow i'm not the one who's in love! but its gr8 to see that most of my frnds are! there's ritika who's recently made a bf, n then there's netra who's started lookin lovelorn all of a sudden! then bhajji who smiles everytime he calls bt dznt admit that he's the one!! silly girl! n then there's milo! i dont know wht to do wid her! n kunal too...why cant they make up their mind! they both know theyre perfect for each other! oh btw i'm the mediator here! i have to patiently lend my ear to both these 2 n try and give them some words of wisdom! sigh! kunal's totally head over heels for milo, n milo knows he's become more than a frnd...bt u c the problem is nobody's sayin anything! theyre both thinkin bout the future! sure its a good thing...u shud think ahead..bt something tht hasnt even strtd cant hv a future! i wish they'd ferget abt whts gonna happen n concentrate on whts happening rt now! its not easy to find true love...heck i know that better than any1 else! bt its rt here infront of them n they're letting it go by! i wish they'd hold on to it or it might just b too late! jes keepin my fingers crossed for these lovebirds! hope everything turns out fine..for every1!
cya

Saturday, January 01, 2005

TSUNAMI

Dawn sets in, a fine morning
Sun’s waking up, waves lapping
“Perfect start to the perfect day”
Unaware of the danger that lay

Pink clouds turned black
A storm brew, the sun shrank
Frosty waves became Satan’s Waters
Swallowed all- people trees, cars, quarters

The sea’s merciless fury roared
Drowned in fear, souls soared
Agony surrounded the quiet beach
Life slipped out of reach

Homes sunk, families lost
Eyes searching bodies tossed
God’s rage spared nothing
Shattered and crushed everything

Broken hearts, moist eyes
Call out and question the skies…
Why…?
i hope those poor souls find peace...

Friday, December 24, 2004

i'm not goin to andaman!!! : (

hey
m finally over my grief...well not xactly over it coz i stil miss niks evryday...its jes dat i'm not cryin anymore..i've come to terms wid the fact dat she had to go. n i wish she's treated well whrever she is.
anyway i'm pretty fucked up coz i had to cancel my trip to the andamans...our stupid university system still hasnt come up wid a datesheet 4 d xams n my tickets were already booked...n if i skip this sem i'll hv to skip d whole damn year n hell i cant afford to do dat! so i've had to ancel them. evry single person in my family is goin n they'll have a blast while i'll b stuck here prbbly still waitin for the schedule to b out! n these jokers will give out the schedule 1 week b4 d xams...aarghh! sometimes i really hate it here! why the hell cant our govt do nething on time?!! they're so goddamn lazy! n thts one thing i CANNOT stand! it drives me nuts! its a stupid system n i doubt if its ever gonna improve!! its the only drawback tht keeps my country from gettin ahead! coz of all these lazy corrupt good-for-nothing creeps in the govt! politics sure is an evil...can ruin anything!
neway not much i cn do bt it...yet! i hope i get to go to those islands someday!! sigh..cya

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Nikki

Nikki
she's gone...my nikki, my dog nikki has gone. i still cant believe it. one min she's there breathing n gasping for life..n the next she's...so still. her body is motionless..rt there in front of my eyes. i know i know she was goin to go...n that its put an end to her misery. bt there's a diff b/w knowin n actually seein it with ur own eyes. i mean who am i gonna take care of now? who's gonna look up at me n wag her tail whn i come home? who m i gonna pat n tuck in at night? who's gonna b my constant companion who will provide me with love so pure n innocent and..unconditional? i feel something inside me has died..a part of me is cut off. i know i'll get over it..its just a matter of time. but i can never forget her, ever. n i think no other dog can replace her. no way! i dont think i'll ever b able to keep another dog. i just wont be the same. it isnt the same. i love u nikki..i'll always love you. may god bless u