Changing Lanes

My thoughts have a new address:

devilleangel.blogspot.com

See you there!

Mood of the day!

Delusional

Sweet lies, paradise

You showed me

A new disguise

Every time I held your hand

I thought you loved

I thought you cared

And then you left

Me in despair

The child in me

She trusted you

My dreams you broke

Lit up in smoke

I was Me with You

Bare, naked, alive

You shut the door

I can’t survive

This loneliness

That surrounds me now

Pulled back inside

To the hollow life

You’d found me in

I lived with you

I died with you

The Toughest Job in the World

I have the toughest job in the world, and I can't even crib about it. Its called being a mom. It is that stage in my life when I don't know if I ever existed as another human being. I feel like I am this feeding, loving, puke-cleaning, poop-coaxing, sleep deprived cyborg that was born to be forever available to my increasingly demanding, commanding two year old daughter. And if this wasn't enough, I am also the entertainer/ clown/ doctor/ caregiver/ dietitian/ cleaning lady/ driver with a perpetual frumpy, grumpy demeanor due to being pushed over the edge.




I want my MOMMY!!! :((